toby the puppy...toby bites hard. he gnaws on lauren's hands and arms, and she likes it. we're taking lauren to the airport in an hour or so. i think i will be okay when she leaves, since i have already spent a good amount of time crying about it and calling my ex. i got this feeling of, "everyone important in my life has left/is going to leave the state." lauren is calling me but i can't stop typing. her dog is crying because he is in the cage because he bites everything in sight...including my boots/hand. i have a gash in the palm of my hand from him, but i am still going to miss him. jeff is making spaghetti. i am really sleepy right now.
so i met jarel at the dollar theater. he already had his ticket when i got there, and he didn't offer to buy mine. i didn't know how to feel about this. i didn't know if i should feel surprised that i even expected him to buy mine in the first place. astro boy reminded me of metropolis. i like jarel. he was stoned when i got there. afterward he asked me what i was going to do. i told him i had to help my friend chris write an essay. i drove toward my house and pulled over at a taco cabana. i just reread this paragraph and realized i am narrating the past. i am disturbed. i am stopping now.
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